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Han Young ([personal profile] foo_bar) wrote2018-08-11 11:06 pm
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office hours: round 1.

office hours daily. i'm here to help... i think.

(screened PCs with han)
throwabookatit: (i keep losing myself)

[personal profile] throwabookatit 2018-09-01 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ That's not what she wanted to hear. Rebecca shakes her head and takes a step back, to try and pull away. ]

They have to be. Please, they can't be real. You have to tell me they aren't real.
throwabookatit: (looking down on)

cw: graphic violence, brain matter, dislodged bone, crushed head, eye trauma

[personal profile] throwabookatit 2018-09-01 11:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Please!

[ Her voice is choked, desperate. She's just behind him. A hand's in her pocket, trembling. ]

It can't be. I can't... [ And yanks it from her pocket, holding it so if he turns around...he can see it. ] This can't be real!
throwabookatit: (πŸ“š then your mouth starts moving)

[personal profile] throwabookatit 2018-09-01 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Her grip on the photo tightens, wrinkling it. ]

No... No, I... I can't be... I can't be dead. That's not p- possible, sh-she can't have...

[ "I'll try." God, that belief of Viral's is misplaced, and she hadn't even known, at the time. ]
throwabookatit: (πŸ“• and my veins are pumping)

[personal profile] throwabookatit 2018-09-01 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
The fucking ghost!!

[ She screams it, she doesn't care. ]

The curse, the stupid letter I- I told Belle wasn't...didn't mean anything!
throwabookatit: (πŸ“• then your mouth starts moving)

[personal profile] throwabookatit 2018-09-01 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She shakes her head. These last few days, she's cried so many tears. She doesn't feel like herself, she doesn't feel like anything but a weak punching bag. ]

It can't... It can't be, I- god, I sound just like her. [ Serves you right, a voice in her head hisses. Serves her right for ignoring, for dismissing, for shouting and letting Isabella die.

Shut up. Shut up shut up shut up shut up shut ]


I... I need to sit down, I'm- I can't breathe, I--

[ ...Yeah. Now she'll...kind of stumble forward a little, probably bumping into him but not really caring. Maybe somewhere to sit is better than just standing here. ]
throwabookatit: (πŸ“š then your mouth starts moving)

[personal profile] throwabookatit 2018-09-01 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Another shake, face pale. Her trembling hand still clutches the photo. ]

I can't. I can't eat, I can't drink, I- I f-feel sick. Crivvens, I c-can't... H-Han, I'm dead.
throwabookatit: (Β»and my veins are pumpingΒ«)

[personal profile] throwabookatit 2018-09-02 12:05 am (UTC)(link)
Because I'm here. If I were home, I...

[ ...wait.

wait wait wait. waaait shit. Her eyes go wide and she cups a hand to her mouth. ]


You can do it. You- you can bring people back, I'm proof.
throwabookatit: (πŸ“• oh my! πŸ“•)

[personal profile] throwabookatit 2018-09-02 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
How else would I be here?! You said that's not fake, and if- if I'm dead then this is the only way, isn't it?!

[ The light in her eyes. This is what she can do. This, she--

Belle, I'm sorry. I'll fix it. I will! Everyone, I'll fix it! ]
throwabookatit: (πŸ“• raise the clouds up higher)

[personal profile] throwabookatit 2018-09-02 12:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ That shocks her. Like she's been slapped, she stares at him, mouth agape. ]

I wouldn't... I'm not... I wouldn't do that! I couldn't...

[ Ashton would never-- No.

No, she would never forgive herself. ]
throwabookatit: (like records playing out of tune)

[personal profile] throwabookatit 2018-09-02 01:25 am (UTC)(link)
So what am I supposed to do, I- I can't not want this.

I won't just give up!
throwabookatit: (don't gimme that lookβ€š now)

[personal profile] throwabookatit 2018-09-02 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
I wouldn't rise to their bait.

[ Honestly it's a little annoying that he'd even think that! ]

I- fine, what? What is it?
throwabookatit: (πŸ“• to make me feel so gone)

[personal profile] throwabookatit 2018-09-02 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ Okay, fine! ...Through pure ire she stands, following and...shoving the picture back in her pocket. ]

Come on. Out with it.
throwabookatit: (πŸ“š and my veins are pumping)

[personal profile] throwabookatit 2018-09-02 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
Huh...? What... [ Her eyes widen before she even finishes the question. ] Is this...on that...that thing, that hijacking?

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